I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break.

*sigh*
I'm not gonna be around to see this all end; you really ought to know your friends,
Cause I'm not one of them.


On a different note*, I know you're not going to listen to what any of us has to say. We thought you were joking. I think maybe you thought you were joking. I just hope you know exactly what you got yourself into. But please, don't lie to yourself and say that you like him in the way that you want to. Have fun with him, use him, lose him, I don't care, but don't try and tell me that you are seriously expecting this to work out, or to even get off the ground. Don't make a relationship out of something you don't have.


The only other thing that irks me right now is imposing. You are welcome, but you don't belong. Keep that in mind next time. It's mostly my fault for feeling rude, but I get that from my father.


I like being so close to all of my friends and having the freedom to just leave when I feel like leaving, but I have to say, I miss being at my mom's house. There's not one real reason. I suppose it's the baby, maybe my room, but mostly that dog. I was there for 10 minutes and when that time was up, I didn't want to leave.
My jeans were covered in dog fur and juice. One of the best feelings in my life.


My basement has come alive. The rest of my house has died. I feel like it's only me in this house. Half of the time I forget that my dad is here. Less than that for Ronda. I frequently forget that we own a hamster. How that thing survives is anyone's guess. Someone must be feeding it, but it hasn't been cleaned in many long months.


I have decided I'm completely lost when it comes to you. I never know what the fuck is going on with you, and it's not like you feel motivated to tell anyone. I would take an interest, but the point is probably moot.


I haven't seen you either Missy. Barely talked to you, haven't seen you, never made plans with you. I feel bad. Let's do something this week. Seriously. It will be just like Meloche's except with less Biology and more sex.


Sometimes you just don't get it. You really are just oblivious. Or maybe you're not and you do it on purpose? Either way, you really just bug me sometimes.


I never understood why anyone ever liked you ever. You are worthless to society, your thoughts aren't worth shit and you think you need to solve everyone's problems. Why must you be revered for stepping over the boundaries into places you don't belong? You're not a god and no one should treat you like one. I really think that no one should talk to you period.


You're still flawless. I just wish you could come around more. Come around and stay.