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WARPED TOUR.
AVEC.
CHELSEA.
ET.
JP.
ZOMFG. YESSSSSSSSSSS.
also
i
have
in
my
possession
the
heavy
metal
limited
edition
bfc
monster
can
that
they
only
sell
in
the
summer
for
the
warped
tour
but
they're
selling
it
early
at
the
711
on
Merriman
ZOMFG.
asldkfa;lskdf;lakslkfagsdf
is
how
i
feel
right
now
*excitement*
also, i decided that i will go to chelsea's house right after school, even though she won't get home from the airport until like 4:30 or later, to surprise her when she gets home. even though she is already informed of this plan. but it will still be fun. i plan on bringing various gummi animals and party decor. (i would have brought monster but she's doing the whole "no caffeine" thing, and it probably wouldn't be best to tempt her like that). but anyway, i'm gonna do that :D
it would probably be smart to tell her mom of this plan... but whatever. it makes it more interesting this way.
but you know what is super lame?
i had this amazing chat with chelsea cole-y face and i was posting it on herr for you to read but only half of it pasted and i didn't save the chat before i logged off so now no one gets to read it unless chelsea saved it.
:'(
seriously. i am sad now. major killjoy right there.
Mar 28, 2008
sucker's love is heaven sent; you pucker up, our passion's spent; my heart's a tart, your body's rent
hunter and the hunted:
hiding at first your initial intent.
don't you see my trust is spent?
you still play coy, "it's hard to resist."
yet i can still restrain my wrist,
from touching you; such a creep.
but still your hand goes deep-er
up my leg, but pushed away.
can't you see i don't want you to stay?
we're friends, just friends, and friends is all.
make you smile; make my skin crawl.
i see your trap, don't keep me here.
finding ways to make it clear,
that i don't want you to touch,
your adventurous fingers are just too much,
your words already stretch the bounds.
your stench already surrounds,
and suffocates, give me air!
and stop playing with my hair.
attempts to capture my heart will fail,
i belong to another and your tricks are stale.
you are the hunter but i am not the hunted.
my words you love and so they confront it.
drop your hands from my skin.
you know that you cannot win
me over, just leave me be.
i hope now you can finally see.
on a side note: i finally downloaded Pretty. Odd. except, that half of the songs that i downloaded from my usual site were glitched and skipped about 30 seconds of the endings, so i ended up buying them from iTunes anyway. whatever. i don't really care. as long as i have them :)
i'm really digging the song She's A Handsome Woman
i had a long day. got enough sleep i guess. if you call 8 hours enough, which most do. then i took a nice shower and lizzi came over and then i was a lie master and we went to tom's. (nice run-on sentence, no?) and then we had to leave his house a little earlier than expected, but nonetheless it was still fun. then lizzi just stayed at my house for a few hours and we watched ridiculous movies like VeggieTales and Anastasia. after she left i watched some of those sing-along movies and had a blast from the past with my dad :)
and then ryan came over. he stayed for about two hours. we watched a Ronald McDonald movie (don't ask, it's a long story) and then we started watching Time Bandits, but i could tell he wasn't really digging it. also it was sort of awkward considering the fact that he was all over me and i really didn't want anything to do with him. making excuses to keep getting up and getting food and such, checking email, anything. then we sort of abandoned the whole movie watching thing and just watched funny videos on youtube instead, which was again, awkward because he wouldn't really leave me alone. but his dad picked him up like 15 minutes later, so i was okay with that. he's a good friend and all, but like natalie realized, not so good to date. i don't think i will be having any hang out days where its just me and him anymore. there'll have to at least be another guy i know that i can sort of cling to when he gets all grope-y and touch-y. preferably if it was carl :)
hiding at first your initial intent.
don't you see my trust is spent?
you still play coy, "it's hard to resist."
yet i can still restrain my wrist,
from touching you; such a creep.
but still your hand goes deep-er
up my leg, but pushed away.
can't you see i don't want you to stay?
we're friends, just friends, and friends is all.
make you smile; make my skin crawl.
i see your trap, don't keep me here.
finding ways to make it clear,
that i don't want you to touch,
your adventurous fingers are just too much,
your words already stretch the bounds.
your stench already surrounds,
and suffocates, give me air!
and stop playing with my hair.
attempts to capture my heart will fail,
i belong to another and your tricks are stale.
you are the hunter but i am not the hunted.
my words you love and so they confront it.
drop your hands from my skin.
you know that you cannot win
me over, just leave me be.
i hope now you can finally see.
on a side note: i finally downloaded Pretty. Odd. except, that half of the songs that i downloaded from my usual site were glitched and skipped about 30 seconds of the endings, so i ended up buying them from iTunes anyway. whatever. i don't really care. as long as i have them :)
i'm really digging the song She's A Handsome Woman
i had a long day. got enough sleep i guess. if you call 8 hours enough, which most do. then i took a nice shower and lizzi came over and then i was a lie master and we went to tom's. (nice run-on sentence, no?) and then we had to leave his house a little earlier than expected, but nonetheless it was still fun. then lizzi just stayed at my house for a few hours and we watched ridiculous movies like VeggieTales and Anastasia. after she left i watched some of those sing-along movies and had a blast from the past with my dad :)
and then ryan came over. he stayed for about two hours. we watched a Ronald McDonald movie (don't ask, it's a long story) and then we started watching Time Bandits, but i could tell he wasn't really digging it. also it was sort of awkward considering the fact that he was all over me and i really didn't want anything to do with him. making excuses to keep getting up and getting food and such, checking email, anything. then we sort of abandoned the whole movie watching thing and just watched funny videos on youtube instead, which was again, awkward because he wouldn't really leave me alone. but his dad picked him up like 15 minutes later, so i was okay with that. he's a good friend and all, but like natalie realized, not so good to date. i don't think i will be having any hang out days where its just me and him anymore. there'll have to at least be another guy i know that i can sort of cling to when he gets all grope-y and touch-y. preferably if it was carl :)
Mar 24, 2008
With your feet in the air , and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it! Yeahh!
Your head will collapse, but there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out, in the water see it swimmin´?
I was swimmin´ in the Carribean
Animals would hide behind the rocks.
Except the little fish
But he told me east was west
Tryin' to talk
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out, in the water see it swimmin´?
With your feet in the air, and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it! Yeahh!
Your head will collapse if there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out, in the water see it swimmin´?
Try this trick and spin it! Yeahh!
Your head will collapse, but there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out, in the water see it swimmin´?
I was swimmin´ in the Carribean
Animals would hide behind the rocks.
Except the little fish
But he told me east was west
Tryin' to talk
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out, in the water see it swimmin´?
With your feet in the air, and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it! Yeahh!
Your head will collapse if there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out, in the water see it swimmin´?
mother's gonna worry, i've been a bad bad boy. no use saying sorry, it's something that i enjoy
i'm watching a show with dinosaurs
there was a leopleuridon. except it died. and that made me sad. but then i saw another one, and then there was a tyrannosaurus rex and it made me happy again. but then IT died too. AND THEN i saw this large lizard thing that mostly resembled a salamander and not actually a lizard. it had a "mouthful of teeth and would bite and destroy anything that moved near it" (i took that straight off of the documentary thing). yeah. it was like... as big as 3 houses put together. pretty fucking huge. i wish i had one. it looks like it would make a good pet.
speaking of pets, i was online late on night and got this really weird craving for a rabbit. so i told my dad that i wanted a rabbit for easter and then he laughed and said "we're not trying that again." (in case you didn't know, i used to have like 6 rabbits and we never took care of them. mostly because me and my sister were like, 7 and 8) anyways, i told him that it would be different, because i wanted an indoor rabbit that would stay in a cage and would have lop-ears and be white with little brown freckle-ish spots on it instead of a brown outdoor bunny that would run around outside during the day and have to be chased for like 2 hours back into the cage in the corner of the yard at night.
he still said no. but i think i might buy one anyways.
and also, i was talking to my mom randomly about how it would be cool to have an iguana or a chameleon for a pet and my mom said that she was going to buy me one for christmas. and i'm just like "QUOI?!?" and then she said, maybe not an iguana, but some sort of lizard. and then i'm like "what about a tarantula?" and she said "HELLNO" so i said, "what about a snake?" and she was like, i wouldn't mind a snake" which i thought was pretty fucking badass. but i'm not suree if i'd want one like a boa constrictor or something, or just a smaller, more common snake. the only problem she has with snakes is feeding it. because we'd have to buy feeder mice. i told her we could give it eggs too. or my sister's hamsters. either one.
lol. so a new pet is possibly either a bunny or a snake. two ends of the spectrum there. it's kind of funny i think. but totally cool :)
there was a leopleuridon. except it died. and that made me sad. but then i saw another one, and then there was a tyrannosaurus rex and it made me happy again. but then IT died too. AND THEN i saw this large lizard thing that mostly resembled a salamander and not actually a lizard. it had a "mouthful of teeth and would bite and destroy anything that moved near it" (i took that straight off of the documentary thing). yeah. it was like... as big as 3 houses put together. pretty fucking huge. i wish i had one. it looks like it would make a good pet.
speaking of pets, i was online late on night and got this really weird craving for a rabbit. so i told my dad that i wanted a rabbit for easter and then he laughed and said "we're not trying that again." (in case you didn't know, i used to have like 6 rabbits and we never took care of them. mostly because me and my sister were like, 7 and 8) anyways, i told him that it would be different, because i wanted an indoor rabbit that would stay in a cage and would have lop-ears and be white with little brown freckle-ish spots on it instead of a brown outdoor bunny that would run around outside during the day and have to be chased for like 2 hours back into the cage in the corner of the yard at night.
he still said no. but i think i might buy one anyways.
and also, i was talking to my mom randomly about how it would be cool to have an iguana or a chameleon for a pet and my mom said that she was going to buy me one for christmas. and i'm just like "QUOI?!?" and then she said, maybe not an iguana, but some sort of lizard. and then i'm like "what about a tarantula?" and she said "HELLNO" so i said, "what about a snake?" and she was like, i wouldn't mind a snake" which i thought was pretty fucking badass. but i'm not suree if i'd want one like a boa constrictor or something, or just a smaller, more common snake. the only problem she has with snakes is feeding it. because we'd have to buy feeder mice. i told her we could give it eggs too. or my sister's hamsters. either one.
lol. so a new pet is possibly either a bunny or a snake. two ends of the spectrum there. it's kind of funny i think. but totally cool :)
Mar 19, 2008
i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare, i'm just a kid and i know that it's not fair
drama, drama, let's escape for a minute and get back to something simpler, less painful.
actually, probably equally as painful, just physically and not emotionally.
so. i'm a genius. sliding down the railing on the stairwell to the gym. i fell off on the last three steps. my foot caught on the last one, and i fell right on top of it. i slapped the ground pretty hard with my hands when i fell, but i'm pretty sure i heard my ankle crack as well. although, i can't be too sure. it didn't hurt so much when it happened. i laughed. everyone else freaked out and kept asking if i was okay. granted i couldn't really walk on that foot for about 10 minutes after it happened, my ankle would give out underneath me, but i was still pretty okay. i've had worse. i didn't think too much of it until about the middle of 3rd hour when i realized that it was all swollen and it really hurt to bend it and i almost broke it like 3 times trying to turn around on it (but i could walk on it painlessly which is why it took me so long to realize that i actually got hurt). yeah, so it's all swollen and looks funny and i'm really glad that tomorrow is classroom day in gym, because it would be pretty hard to explain how i got hurt without getting in trouble for it (either they would flip out because i was sliding down stairway rails or that i didn't report my injury because they are all fucked up and could really care less that i got hurt. [i bet mr. lamarato would care xD he was such a creeper.])
so, i'm pretty much okay, but it still hurts kind of a lot and it's hard to bend. here's a picture of it:
actually, probably equally as painful, just physically and not emotionally.
so. i'm a genius. sliding down the railing on the stairwell to the gym. i fell off on the last three steps. my foot caught on the last one, and i fell right on top of it. i slapped the ground pretty hard with my hands when i fell, but i'm pretty sure i heard my ankle crack as well. although, i can't be too sure. it didn't hurt so much when it happened. i laughed. everyone else freaked out and kept asking if i was okay. granted i couldn't really walk on that foot for about 10 minutes after it happened, my ankle would give out underneath me, but i was still pretty okay. i've had worse. i didn't think too much of it until about the middle of 3rd hour when i realized that it was all swollen and it really hurt to bend it and i almost broke it like 3 times trying to turn around on it (but i could walk on it painlessly which is why it took me so long to realize that i actually got hurt). yeah, so it's all swollen and looks funny and i'm really glad that tomorrow is classroom day in gym, because it would be pretty hard to explain how i got hurt without getting in trouble for it (either they would flip out because i was sliding down stairway rails or that i didn't report my injury because they are all fucked up and could really care less that i got hurt. [i bet mr. lamarato would care xD he was such a creeper.])
so, i'm pretty much okay, but it still hurts kind of a lot and it's hard to bend. here's a picture of it:
Mar 17, 2008
i can't think of a good lyric to put that describes how i'm feeling right now
dehydrated, dizzy, sick, disappointed, ashamed, tired
in general, not good.
i'm not sure if i want to go to school today. or ever. honestly, i want to just go back to sleep and never wake up.
even though you left early, and i wish you wouldn't have, i did get to spend some time with allison outside of school, which i have never done ever. i learned a little about her and i'm sure she learned a lot about me. and on the way back from walking her home, i got a chance to stop in and say hello to my cousins, who i haven't talked to in i don't know how long.
euck. my computer's making many strange and annoying ultrasonic noises right now. except, i'm probably the only one in the house who can hear them (because they are ultrasonic, you know?). maybe my sister too, but she's dead asleep right now. but if you could only hear them... god awful.
im gonna go back to bed now. i feel terrible, as well i should if you knew what happened. but i'm not going to tell you ever. and if you don't like it, FUCKING DEAL WITH IT.
in general, not good.
i'm not sure if i want to go to school today. or ever. honestly, i want to just go back to sleep and never wake up.
even though you left early, and i wish you wouldn't have, i did get to spend some time with allison outside of school, which i have never done ever. i learned a little about her and i'm sure she learned a lot about me. and on the way back from walking her home, i got a chance to stop in and say hello to my cousins, who i haven't talked to in i don't know how long.
euck. my computer's making many strange and annoying ultrasonic noises right now. except, i'm probably the only one in the house who can hear them (because they are ultrasonic, you know?). maybe my sister too, but she's dead asleep right now. but if you could only hear them... god awful.
im gonna go back to bed now. i feel terrible, as well i should if you knew what happened. but i'm not going to tell you ever. and if you don't like it, FUCKING DEAL WITH IT.
Mar 13, 2008
Pick me up now, I need you so bad
I know I said it countless times last night but, thank you. For everything. For being with me, for loving me, for caring.
I love you so much, and I'm sorry. I promise, it will never happen again.
And I'm sorry I wasn't at school to be there when you needed me. I miss you now even though I'm going to see you in 3 hours and I'm going to miss you this weekend. We had all this fun stuff planned out, and then you have to go camping all weekend. xP
LAME.
But, it's okay. I still love you.
I'm finding I don't really have much to say lately. I'll pull up this window and start to type, only to realize that I don't have anything to talk about. Basically, I've been bullshitting these last few posts. So, sorry for all of you who get bored of reading about how my day went.
But I REALLY have to take a shower and do laundry because it's been like... 3 days and I don't have any other clothes other than what I've been wearing. So I'm gonna do that, so I will have clean clothes and whatnot by the time I have to leave for the bus. Speaking of which, I will have to keep watch to see when everyone goes down to my stop. I will assume that we meet down there at the same time as normal, just 4 hours ahead, but I wasn't here yesterday to really experience that, so... yeah. Whatever, it's not like I really care all that much about making the bus. I'm just pretty sure that my mom will get mad if I miss it a second day.
I love you so much, and I'm sorry. I promise, it will never happen again.
And I'm sorry I wasn't at school to be there when you needed me. I miss you now even though I'm going to see you in 3 hours and I'm going to miss you this weekend. We had all this fun stuff planned out, and then you have to go camping all weekend. xP
LAME.
But, it's okay. I still love you.
I'm finding I don't really have much to say lately. I'll pull up this window and start to type, only to realize that I don't have anything to talk about. Basically, I've been bullshitting these last few posts. So, sorry for all of you who get bored of reading about how my day went.
But I REALLY have to take a shower and do laundry because it's been like... 3 days and I don't have any other clothes other than what I've been wearing. So I'm gonna do that, so I will have clean clothes and whatnot by the time I have to leave for the bus. Speaking of which, I will have to keep watch to see when everyone goes down to my stop. I will assume that we meet down there at the same time as normal, just 4 hours ahead, but I wasn't here yesterday to really experience that, so... yeah. Whatever, it's not like I really care all that much about making the bus. I'm just pretty sure that my mom will get mad if I miss it a second day.
Mar 10, 2008
If i only could
make a deal with god,
and get him to swap our places...
be running up that road,
be running up that hill,
with no problems...
if i only could... be running up that hill.
and get him to swap our places...
be running up that road,
be running up that hill,
with no problems...
if i only could... be running up that hill.
Mar 9, 2008
I hear a voice say don't be so blind, its telling me all these things, that you would probably hide
looking through it before i gave it to you, i calmed down a little. it doesn't really have that much in it. but still, you would have eventually been able to read it. when i was ready. and don't ask me what i mean by that. when i am emotionally able to cope with sharing all of my demons. and time together really has nothing to do with it. 6 months, a year, two, five. you can't fix being emotionally broken in a set time.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you,
you love me,
and we are happy.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you,
you love me,
and we are happy.
Mar 6, 2008
Clumsy
you know what? never mind. because i realized that no matter what you do i can't stay mad at you. but next time, you just watch out, because i wont wait so long to reprimand you.
Throw away the radio suitcase
That keeps you awake
Hide the telephone, the telephone, telephone, in case,
You realize that sometimes you're not okay
You level off, you level off, you level off,
And its not all right now
You need to understand
There's nothing strange about this
You need to know your friends
You need to know that
I'll be waving my hand watching you drown
Watching you scream
Quiet or loud
And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need, a friend
As clumsy as you've been
There's no one laughing
You will be safe in here
You will be safe in here
Throw away this very old shoelace
That tripped you again
Try to shrug it off, shrug it off, shrug it off
It's only skin now
You need to understand
There's nothing fake about this
You need to let me in
I'm watching you
And I'll be waving my hand watching you drown
Watching you scream
No ones around
And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need, a friend
As clumsy as you've been
There's no one laughing
You will be safe in here
You will be safe in...
I'll be waving my hand watching you drown
Watching you scream
Quiet or loud
And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need, a friend
As clumsy as you've been
There's no one laughing
You will be safe in here
You will be safe in...
Mar 5, 2008
A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend with weed is better,
A friend with breasts and all the rest,
A friend who's dressed in leather,
A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend who'll tease is better,
Our thoughts compressed,
Which makes us blessed,
And makes for stormy weather,
A friend in need's a friend indeed,
My Japanese is better,
And when she's pressed she will undress,
And then she's boxing clever,
A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend who bleeds is better,
My friend confessed she passed the test,
And we will never sever,
Day's dawning,
skin's crawling,
Pure morning
placebo makes my life. completely.
A friend with weed is better,
A friend with breasts and all the rest,
A friend who's dressed in leather,
A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend who'll tease is better,
Our thoughts compressed,
Which makes us blessed,
And makes for stormy weather,
A friend in need's a friend indeed,
My Japanese is better,
And when she's pressed she will undress,
And then she's boxing clever,
A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend who bleeds is better,
My friend confessed she passed the test,
And we will never sever,
Day's dawning,
skin's crawling,
Pure morning
placebo makes my life. completely.
Mar 2, 2008
you are careening shamelessly into oblivion, where you will live alone with your chemicals and gin
1. I miss you. We were never especially close, and more often than not, when I'm with you I feel a little alienated because of that. We don't really have the same friends, and at the same time we do. They talk to me about you, and I'm sure they talk to you about me. I know it's a little strange to miss you even though we never really were friends, but that's the way I feel. I would like to hang out with you way more than I do, but I'm afraid that we are just too different to really make it work. 7th grade was fun and all, but even then we really had only one thing that brought us together.
2. What happened to you? I know it's just the way you are. Everyone does, but I think I can speak for all of us when I say that I'm getting pretty sick of it. It's always complaining about nothing at all. And then when people really try to care about you, you shut them out of your life. You want to make it better? Talk to someone about it. Talk to ME about it. I'm here to listen and I'm here to help, if you would only speak up.
3. This year, and last year has been... WOW. I can't even describe it. I guess, the most fun I've ever had with someone else. I see you all the time and yet it's still not enough. Our conversations always end up in the same place, but it's never boring. What? No. Yeah? What? No. No? Yeah. I'm so confused! And yet it makes perfect sense. Mostly because every word we ever say is godlike. Still wish we could have watched all those movies. We should do that over spring break. And then hang out in Mary's mom's laundromat. xD
4. AS;LKDFNA;LSKD;LFAKNSLDFKFGALSK! Gah! You're such a coolface! About everything. You are there for me when no one else is. Even when it's 1 in the morning and I am stoned out of my mind. We don't even really have to talk about anything and it would still be the most amazing conversation. And then your boyfriend... I think meeting him and the rest of his/your friends was the most life fulfilling thing I've ever done. And I don't regret anything I've ever done with any of you. Plus, although you may hate the things that your friends are into, you don't pass judgment. You voice your opinion, but you never push. And I thank you for that. I'm sure even you understand that eventually, we will all get back on track, and that right now, it does nothing to force it.
5. Ah! You were there also. That wonderful sunday night/ monday morning. Whether it was just by chance because you couldn't sleep, or you just had a feeling that you should get online, I don't really care, but you were there to talk to. And then you sent me all those pictures... You're such a bitch. I love you. A whole lot. You always know the right thing to say, and whether it's you actually helping with my problems, or just commenting on my situations... it's your opinion that I hold in some of my highest regards. So please, don't be afraid to tell me something is wrong. Lord knows I need it.
6. I LOVE YOU. Plain and simple. (I just thought you might want to be included.) ;D
7. Your boyfriend. Is. alskdnfasdlfkas;ldkf. How to describe him? Fun? A jackass? Possibly, no, probably retarded? I can't say I blame you for dating him, but do you think this is going to be different? Special? And then you both get upset when people (especially me and Carl) doubt your longevity. Even you know how it's going to end. I mean you can just tell if you're meant to be with someone. Think, in one year, or even one month, can you honestly see yourself being with him still? It's sort of a bleak way to look at a relationship, and I think you should be in it to have a good time, but don't get too committed, or try to change him or anything. He can only bend so far...
7 seems like a good number, and I don't really have anyone else to say things to. Some of what I've just written is pretty obvious who it is about. These are just basically things I've been thinking about a lot lately. I really miss all of you and I feel like I don't see any of you enough. We need a place, that we could just go to everyday we can and hang out and have fun. Or just talk. Or whatever. But seriously, I mean like everyday possible. Just all of us meet somewhere. Maybe in the summer at the Rec or something. Either way. Most of the people I know would love to be away from their house as much as possible (myself included), and this would be the perfect reason to. So seriously, consider it.
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