sucker's love is heaven sent; you pucker up, our passion's spent; my heart's a tart, your body's rent

hunter and the hunted:

hiding at first your initial intent.
don't you see my trust is spent?
you still play coy, "it's hard to resist."
yet i can still restrain my wrist,
from touching you; such a creep.
but still your hand goes deep-er
up my leg, but pushed away.
can't you see i don't want you to stay?
we're friends, just friends, and friends is all.
make you smile; make my skin crawl.
i see your trap, don't keep me here.
finding ways to make it clear,
that i don't want you to touch,
your adventurous fingers are just too much,
your words already stretch the bounds.
your stench already surrounds,
and suffocates, give me air!
and stop playing with my hair.
attempts to capture my heart will fail,
i belong to another and your tricks are stale.
you are the hunter but i am not the hunted.
my words you love and so they confront it.
drop your hands from my skin.
you know that you cannot win
me over, just leave me be.
i hope now you can finally see.


on a side note: i finally downloaded Pretty. Odd. except, that half of the songs that i downloaded from my usual site were glitched and skipped about 30 seconds of the endings, so i ended up buying them from iTunes anyway. whatever. i don't really care. as long as i have them :)
i'm really digging the song She's A Handsome Woman

i had a long day. got enough sleep i guess. if you call 8 hours enough, which most do. then i took a nice shower and lizzi came over and then i was a lie master and we went to tom's. (nice run-on sentence, no?) and then we had to leave his house a little earlier than expected, but nonetheless it was still fun. then lizzi just stayed at my house for a few hours and we watched ridiculous movies like VeggieTales and Anastasia. after she left i watched some of those sing-along movies and had a blast from the past with my dad :)
and then ryan came over. he stayed for about two hours. we watched a Ronald McDonald movie (don't ask, it's a long story) and then we started watching Time Bandits, but i could tell he wasn't really digging it. also it was sort of awkward considering the fact that he was all over me and i really didn't want anything to do with him. making excuses to keep getting up and getting food and such, checking email, anything. then we sort of abandoned the whole movie watching thing and just watched funny videos on youtube instead, which was again, awkward because he wouldn't really leave me alone. but his dad picked him up like 15 minutes later, so i was okay with that. he's a good friend and all, but like natalie realized, not so good to date. i don't think i will be having any hang out days where its just me and him anymore. there'll have to at least be another guy i know that i can sort of cling to when he gets all grope-y and touch-y. preferably if it was carl :)