She stole my karma-OH! Sold it to the farmer-OH!

I've got some problems.
School starts soon, and everyone keeps bringing it up. I don't want to think about it. I've just started to wake up and realize that I have time. I don't feel like any second I'm going to be expected to do anything. I don't like that pressure on me.

I never wanted a 6th grade graduation shirt. I never wanted to be in Advanced English. I never wanted to lose myself in something else. I never have. I'm glad I can say no. I'm glad that I almost know what I want.
I don't like that everyone asks about it.


I've been having my period every other week for the last month or so. I thought it was spotting, but it's not. It's full on. Heavier than it normally is, longer as well. I think there's a problem.


By the way, my mom says she can't afford it. We could probably wait until they actually go on sale, unless your parents decide they can. It would have to be in the next day or two.

Also, because it is the same day as Homecoming, and also the same time, I was wondering if we might be able to get a group to go to the concert? I'm not sure if I'd be able to front money for it (pay for your ticket in advance or something), but I think it would be a worthy investment on your part. I mean, there will be other school dances, and besides, the concert will have GOOD music instead of that shit they play, and the dancing will be about the same. Sweaty and crazy and fun. Besides, there will be MUCH more freedom. So think about it?