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i most definitely remembered the time at the spree when me and katie waited like half an hour in line to go on the fireball with like the last of our tickets, and when we got on, that song came on and most definitely made our entire summers.
and while i was bathed in nostalgia, i went to my fabulous music website and listened to it and totally pissed my mom off because she thinks that techno, and in particular that song, is annoying.
I'm tired as fuck though and could really use some sleep considering i only got 3 hours last night and then went through the whole day buzzed on 32 fluid ounces of monster.
and now im stuck at my sister's birthday/ jewelry party entertaining a bunch of 5 year olds and being forced to socialize with the other people's preppy teen daughters. Gag me please. Although one of the girls is like me, you know, dressing in all black and listening to screamo and such, but i dont think my mom gets that just because we look alike, doesnt mean we will instantly bond, which is what i think she's trying to get me to do. Yeah. Emo kids are loners for a reason mom. I swear to god i have barely spoken to that girl the entire night, and i doubt i will say much more to her.
uggh. i'm feeling like psychological withdrawls right now. NOT in the sense that i'm like addicted to something, i mean it quite literally, that psychologically, i am withdrawing. i feel almost like i am starting to lose my grip on reality again. but the real problem is, what will this affect in the future? i know what it has done in the past. i'm sure carl is painfully aware, and maybe its just this time of year, where its getting closer to my "impending doom" as i like to call it. i suppose that this time i will be better equipped to deal with it. better prepared you know, and im sure carl will be too, but what i really think, is that when i start to lose it again, just let me be alone for a week or two and get wasted.
that would probably be best for all of us.
anyway, tomorrow i plan on seeing sweeney todd with carl. i have mixed feelings about that movie after i saw the original one, and im just not sure how well a slasher movie can do as a musical. but regardless, i shall see it, and then afterwards me and katie and carl must go to the dollar store to buy an ultra thong.
xD
sounds like fun
except for the mountain of homework i'd have to do. FINALS SUCK DICK
i have to do all of these reviews and whatever, and i dont even remember what ones i can put off until tuesday and what ones are due on monday, which basically means that i have to do all of them :[[[
i really fucked myself over on this one
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