press on, place your hand in mine, and walk away with me

officially the worst hours ive spent away from carl
not that i haven't spent longer time away from him
its just its been so long, forever practically, since i was away from him knowing he wasnt mine. that's what hurt.
let's not do that ever again. i dont know if i could take it a second time. i barely made it this time. why is it that everyone always wants to talk about the thing you least want to hear about when something goes wrong? i either spent the morning crying and explaining to people, or being so completely out of it at times that i was anti-social.

p.s. neither of us won the betting pool because gabby guessed first. like literally two seconds after i saw her today she guessed it. katie knew something was bad but she didnt really know, so that doesnt count. and funny enough, robert didnt say anything at all today about us. well at least around me anyways.

well im going to bed because we probably wont have a snowday because everyone kept jinxing it. you fuckfaces
xD
no i still love you all. even if you are horrible at allowing snowdays to occur. except maybe robert because he refuses to pronounce bret favre's name right.