a slap in the face always hits harder when it's from someone you love

and i think, right now, i deserve one of those slaps.

i'm sorry. and i mean it this time. i'm done. I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD I'M DONE. i don't know if you can trust me, i don't know if you'll accept my apology, i don't even know if you'll believe me, but i'm sorry and i promise that i'm done forever. no more. not after what happened today.


it's not your fault so please stop your crying now
say that to help me feel better, not so guilty, but, it is my fault. it's always my fault. i always hurt you. and it's not fair. you don't deserve me in the least. there's got to be someone better out there for you.









i love you