look at me, look at me

driving and i won't stop
and it feels so good to be: alive and on top
my reach is global
my tower secure
my cause is noble
my power is pure

(if it is short lived)

So, What's it feel like to be a ghost?
not nearly as good as it was to be alive.

are you proud:

• of me now
• that i still wake up wishing to die
• that i try harder than ever to alienate myself from you
• that i don't respect you
• that i don't like you
• that i won't look you in the eyes
• that everything i say to you is a lie
• that living closer to you just makes me grow further apart?

What did you say mother dearest? (I can't understand you when you cry like that)

you should know by now that the tighter you pull that leash, the further i'm going to run when you take it off.

naivety is not something you should pride yourself on mother dearest. it makes you seem a fool. but maybe that's just because you are.

i just hope you know, the things you do don't make you many friends. and i should know, those are what you need most when your on your way down. luckily for me, the bottom always kept getting lower, but the problem for you is, there is a rock bottom, because your at the end of your rope.

I just want you to know before you let me go, it's your fault I'm demoralized.