If I had the guts, to put this to your head. but does anything matter, when you're already dead?

You know what?
i had this really awesome poem in my head that i thought of right before i was going to go back to bed like 15 mins ago and i was going to write it down here for you all to read it and enjoy, but the second i got to the computer i couldnt write it down like i had it in my head and it just ended up sucking because i put too much thought into it. so im sorry but you will not be able to revel in my creative genius.

maybe later i can write a better one
probably not
i have yet to put up those stories that i wrote last year that really rocked, which is like the first thing i was going to do with this blog.
Im so lazy and such a procrastinator
its really not healthy.