Mar 17, 2008

i can't think of a good lyric to put that describes how i'm feeling right now

dehydrated, dizzy, sick, disappointed, ashamed, tired

in general, not good.
i'm not sure if i want to go to school today. or ever. honestly, i want to just go back to sleep and never wake up.

even though you left early, and i wish you wouldn't have, i did get to spend some time with allison outside of school, which i have never done ever. i learned a little about her and i'm sure she learned a lot about me. and on the way back from walking her home, i got a chance to stop in and say hello to my cousins, who i haven't talked to in i don't know how long.

euck. my computer's making many strange and annoying ultrasonic noises right now. except, i'm probably the only one in the house who can hear them (because they are ultrasonic, you know?). maybe my sister too, but she's dead asleep right now. but if you could only hear them... god awful.

im gonna go back to bed now. i feel terrible, as well i should if you knew what happened. but i'm not going to tell you ever. and if you don't like it, FUCKING DEAL WITH IT.

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